○♥Saddest Girl Story Ever♥○

please just dont play with me...

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 06:19:22 GMT

MY PAPER HEART WILL BLEED;;
I fucking love melanie gola.
tonight was so much fun.
with my bestfirned.
and now we're off.
to sneak over to max's house.
hahahahah oh god melanie gola is my life.
and we like to make tin foil hats.
the end.

ohhh and tin foil penii

school is back.

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:42:02 GMT

hey everyone.
soooo schoool= lame.
i dont have any classes with shaina mason.
i only have one with kelly.
drama to the maxx.
i lost my supposed best friend.
aaron clark left northern.
i have no classes with a tonnnn of amaingggggg people
i cant even name all of them.
everyone basically hates me now.
anddd yeah

good news though.
i am officially going to the jack's mannequin
and panic at the disco concert in november with
aaron.katie.ray.and phil.
how exciting.

and im thinking id prefer not to be rescued.

SCHEDULE!!!

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 15:46:00 GMT

schedule my friends.

art in design
general chemistry
spanish 2
us hist
integmath 2
honors english

and second semester i have personal weights...but they jacked it up and its gunna be photography so if you have photography thats what i iwill be having.

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 21:07:02 GMT

guess what....

I'M IN FLORIDA.

yeah so thats basically it.
i have a massive sunburn;;
this summer it seems impossible for me to get tan for some reason.
i hateeeeee it.

but anyways florida is good besides the fact that i miss my bestfriend andddd boyfriend and everyoneee else like crazy,

but other than that i will be home tuesday when i have registration and either pom practice or a game?
not quite sure yet.
buttt i miss everyone soo much and such.
ohhh and iwasnt here for registraion..so if you are wondering my schedule.
i dont get it til tuesday.

K BYE.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:58:17 GMT

ok soooo heres just a ~~little~~ preview of a bit of what my summer has been like....

pretend likemy eyes are open.

hahahah toni....

ok just theres just a review of when the camera was on.
basically...i love my friends.
work is alright.
drivers ed started today.
and i HATE boys....

i wish we never had to go back to schooooool.

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 15:11:19 GMT

ok so summer has taken a drastic turn for the better...it was good..but now its amazingggg.

ok so ill start off with what happened all last week....

sunday- went to see pirates of the caribean with rachel...ehh it was alright i guess...but i love that girl.
monday-i have no idea what i did..i dont remember...all i know is that i hung out with either melanie or kelly like everyother day.
tuesday-friday morning- i went to pom camp and well it was pretty damn fun. i roomed with the coolest girl everrrrrrr jordan strom. i loveee her. i killed my eye...made my face a peanut butter and jelly sandwich....met sarah sommers finally...andddd learned some intense dances...5-6-7-8 DANCERS ROCK! long story. but yeah i had fun with those girlssss.
saturday- went to zachs birthday party..hah ohhh boy what an intense party...just kidding. it was pretty fun though i mean i met quite a few new people and that was funn. and melanie pecked zach hahahha just had to tell everyone. spent the night at melanies house andddd had fun...what else?!
sunday- saw the 70 FOOT HOTDOG...with melanies dad and sister...and her of course. later i went to kellys and went out to dinner with her family...boy did i eat a lot ;)...and thennnn went to danielle auers house later that night and had some intense pranking played on me...and such. makeovers...the food game...what amazing girls.

today- woke up took a shower at danielles where the bathroom was raided and they dumped flour and syrup on me while i was taking a shower...anddd yeah came home. so later danielle kelly toni and melanie are probably gunna be coming over and having an intense night of partying duhhhhh.

ohhh the by the way...you threw it all away, dont blame anyone but yourself.

ain't nothing like them summer nights

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 14:18:21 GMT

<center>so guess what....ITS SUMMER...and i couldnt be happier.

I have hung out with my best friends A LOT lately.
buttttt i still have a list of people that i need to hang out with.
+sammy & mike
+auerrr powerrr
+yaldo & paige
+thomas o toole
+greg smithers
+gare bear
+ms. blair
+zoomer & hannerth
+ MR STARK.

once i hang out with these people i will be even happier...which i didnt think was possible.

PICTURES WONT WORK...IM SORRY

   summer days just sitting around but when the sun goes d
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                                                          ill be ready to party.
             aint nothing like them summer nights...

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 16:15:17 GMT

1 MORE DAY!

wowww school is over tomorrow..it feels so surreal. lately the drama in my life has been soooo out of control i just cant wait for it to end so i can move on with my life.
id just like to give an end of the year apology to anyone and everyones feelings or whatever else i have hurt...im sorry. i didnt mean to honestly to everyone andi hope that we can still be friends. with that said....

the last two days have been a good start to summertime. MOnday after school i went to shainas house with jamey and randy to study for the first day of finals and we then went on the boat and swam. Randy learned to skii and i was sooo proud because he was good let me tell you! later neil came over and we just ate and chilled and what not and yeahhhh that was fun. ok so yesterday i walked home with my neighborhood girls...taylor and karly. we talked about pretty much everything anddd yeah. we got changed and walked up to village grill where we met up with kalsea. fun lunch with those girls...cept when taylor almost died choking : ( but dont worry i encouraged her to keep coughing because i learned my first aid skills in teen health. hah.

yeahhh so this summer should be a blast because i have some partying to do and a loottttt of peopole to hang out with! lets make it a good one...and keeop the drama to a minimum.

p.s. ITS CALLED KARMA BITCH...you know who i talking too.

Sun, 28 May 2006 19:30:24 GMT

alright so im taking kiwi's idea of this. hah thanks kiwi.

So there are no words to describe this school year. I mean i knew people would change once getting to a bigger better school, especailly just getting out of a private school for 9 years, but i didnt know it would get this bad. I think you guys know the people im talking about. Ive tried this whole year to just be myself and i think for the most part i have. I havent changed myself to fit in with any group and i have tried so hard to not blow off any of my olds friends for the ones that i have met this year. It seriously just breaks my heart though seeing how some people have changed. And is it just me or does it seem like over 75% of the school is into drugs these days? hmmm yeah thats been another small problem. I miss my olds friends sooo badly, but im soo glad that i met the new ones this year. On the bright side though school is almost over and i couldnt be happier. Guys are getting sooo annoying and old ive pretty much given up...they confuse me soo much, i cant even explain. I just cant wait for summer. Hopefully the drama will fizzle out and people will get ahold of their lives. Another bright side...home life is getting better, finallly! although im still grounded for the rest of my life.

Just one more thing before i end this pointless gay entry...thanks to all the new friends i met this year! seriously not to sound corny or anything but this has been a great year thanks to you guys...aside from all the drama and shit. Im glad i met sooo many of you. This summer should be amazinggg. Lets make it a good one!

Soccer is Over :(

Sat, 27 May 2006 05:33:01 GMT

WLN Freshman Soccer For Life!
I love you ladies beyond words
reach! I'll never forget this season.

ok so soccer is over...and i cant even explain how much i will miss those girls. wow.

Melanie Gola uhmmmm ok so you are my BFFL and you dont get how much more exciting the season was with you on the team. I will never forget the great memories we had together on and off the field. hahaa the bus rides were soooo amaziong with our excellent singing techiniques and i can describe how hard i laughed when you fell on the track, got hit in the vagina with the ball, anddd well that other thing ; ) you mean sooo much to me girlie and i hope that we have socccer next year togetherrrr.

Toni Fason yeahhhh so you will be my boobface mcgee squared forever and ever amen. I lovedddd soccer with you and poms was also too great to describe, and even though you arent doing poms nextyear...we will stay thebest of friends because its hard to just forget a person like you...soooo many great times together. you are my defense buddy for life and dont you forget it! you best be doing soccer next yearrr yah hear?! well words cant describe how much i love you and we are hanging out a LOTTT over summer!

Megan Yaldo hah i stillll remember the beginning of the season when i really didnt know you and i thought you were one of the more reserved shy people...and now that i know you i know thats not true at alllllll! you are one of te most amazing outrageous people i have met in my life and i never stop laughing when we get together. Hah leo's last night was freaking hilarious and like you said we better stay in touch out of soccer! I mean it missy! Summer should be crazy fun and i am hoping next year you dont skip ahead to varstiy and i hope i make JV because i wanna play soccer again with you!!! love you dear!

Danielle Auer i love you man. no i really love you though. you are insanely cool and i cant honestly think of one person who wouldnt say the same. you are alwasy in a good mood and make me smile all the time! Thanks for giving me the courage by the wway to go talk to mr emert about my "situation". anways you are an amazing socccer player and an aamzing person. Seriously dont ever change!! I loveeee hanging out with you and i hope we can over summer and for some time to come. Im so glad i got to know you this year in starks class...because it wouldnt have been the same without you...and melanie! : )

Livi Taylor DBFL (defense buddy for life ) durrrr. you are crazy cool and the best sweeper ive met in my life. We went to preschool together and i cant say that about too many people...so that makes you extra special! : ) we best be staying friends after this and keep in touch! summer parties for sureeee. soccer next year?! alright well i love you beyond words reach also and i dont know what i wouldve done without you at practices!!!

Danielle and Danielle gahhhh you guys are fucking hilarious. WE NEVER HAD OUR PICNIC!!!!! oh well. we will eventually. you two better be in some of my classes next year or im gunna kill myself! we are for sureeee going to big lots over summer and going on a ribbon hunt again. you two are the cutest things alive and im realllllly glad we had an eberline team reunition!!!

mmm im runnig out of time and need to go to bed but ill write the rest later...just know that you all mean the world to me anddd this has been the best soccer season of my life...for reall!

school is over in 2 weeks and i couldnt be happier! gahhhh soo excited for summer! :0

The boy situation right now is soooo confusing...cant even explain what im thinkign about that right now.

You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you just might find...
YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED.

Sun, 07 May 2006 16:41:47 GMT

No one can compare.to this girl. ♥
WLN FRESHMAN GIRLS SOCCER. ♥
couldnt have asked for a better season! i love you girls!
i call having the end of the year party at my house! the pasta party was amazinggg
and we need to have another one soon!

Melanie Gola. Danielle Auer. Livi Taylor. Megan Yaldo. Toni Fason. Brooke Vanpoppelen.
Brenna Schafer. Alicia Raffin. Danielle Monast. Hickes. and Barey, Kelly Mizurek,
Hilary Johnson, Zea Navazio, Paige Schmidt, Whitney Tower Woods, Nicole Smith,
Andrea Wasniak, Alex (?), Kaleigh Fisher.

YOU GIRLS COMPLETE ME.

ok well life has been fine lately...blah blah blah. i love all american rejects and
taking back sunday...blahhh. melanie gola is my best friend....and yeah. couldnt
get more random than this..but its the way i like it.

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 04:52:25 GMT

ok so this break has been pure AMAZINGNESSSS. although it would have been %100 better with my bests shaina and melanie here with me! ok so this whole entire break has consisted of the following people....kelly, leah, tommy, lieb, drew, cam, melissa, taylor, movies people, jen, zoomer, zach, scott, and ~~derrik~~. They all completely made my break andddd i am sooo mother freaking excited for summmmmmmerrrrr! godi miss it. ohhh good news...i got a hottub at my mothers house. wooooot wooooot. ok soo i also have more news...i got my first paycheck at work today...a moment to remember haha. yeahh so its reallly late and i am sooo pooped from work today soo im gunna head off to bed.

Everyone knows im in over my head.
8seconds left in overtime...you're on my mind
You're on my mind.♥

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 03:01:37 GMT

Greattttt break so far! hah its been only a day and im sooo glad that im not in florida actually because i would be missing way to much here. ok so yesterday i was planning on just going home and sleeping but in the middle of my sleep taylor brown called and so i went over to her house where kelly briggs, lauren zaloga, and jen marshall were already. hah soo we all went to the park and met up with derrik, zack, and scott. we played flash light tag and such and alligator...it was a good way to relive my childhood. hah ok so then we all went back to taylors and played ddr and went by the fire outside on the porch and just talked. i unfortunately had to leave though and i couldnt spend the night.

today i had to watch my little brother and then i had work...which was suprisingly amazing. i met this girl named rachel who everyone at work calls my twin because i guess we look soo much alike anddd the spanish dish washers call us sisters. so i huing out with her the whole timeeee and yeah. so i just got home and tomorrow hopefully going to see scary movie 4 with the gang from the first day.....soooo excited!!!

summer=5 weeks away...sooo excited you dont even get it!!!!

i miss melanie gola soooo much already its unreal!

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:36:44 GMT

so lately has been....mmm not too bad. i cant complain and dear god i need to be done with complaining for quite sometime...just kinda chillin right now. no guys really anddd i of course have my bests. we always have soooo much freaking fun togetherrr andd NO ONE gets me like them. thanksss guys. trying to work out my family issues instead of avoiding them. 1st day of soccer tryouts were today...and let me tell you...i was nervous. They were alright...except for one thing...i totally screwed my knee up...i mean bad. soo im icing it and wrapping it and such and hopefully by tomorrow it'll be good for the 2nd day of tryouts! mmm yeah so i just thought i should update since i read everyone elses anddd i never update.♥ kumm

i honestly have no idea what i would do without these 3...they are my best friends.

THERE'S NOT A STAR IN HEAVEN THAT WE CAN'T REACH

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 23:07:18 GMT

YEAH WE'RE BREAKING FREE.

uh huh so lately life has been...sweet. i'm so glad that things have finally hit a turning point. for some reason i seriously think that my teen health class is helping me somehow...andd that sounds sooo lame i know but it is. i'm now on the Wildthangs soccer team with some of the loves of my life andd so far it's been fun. i'm really glad i decided to do it. as far as the boy thing goes: on the VERYYY downlow. i really wish i had someone right now butttttt it just doesnt seem to be working out. And as for poms...we might not be the best, but i gotta tell you...not very many people get me like some of those girls do. i love em with all my heart ♥ <center>

haha melissa leading nicole me and steph in dancing at the tourny.

oh jeezo dancing again...dont mind my face in these by the way.

more than words

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:26:11 GMT

And it hurts soo much to see you hurting like this. you shouldn't have to go through this. know that im here for you and you can always trust me. everytime you feel down, ill try to be there for you to pick you back up.

Alright so lately life has been wayy to drama filled. buttt good news...tomorrow with kristin the love of my life...should be amazing. im becoming better friends with jen and zoomer zaloga. i loveee them. im finding it hard to hold on to the old friends that i thought i knew. eveyrthing is changing...and i guess ill just have to roll with the punches.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 15:53:45 GMT

<small>So another year has passed and oh boy has it been a roller coaster man! it sersioulsy feels like yesterday i was celebrating new years up north with bily evan and justin...but that was 2 years ago! holy bajeezers...anyways there's soo many memories to look back on ...good and bad. and im sooo grateful for the friends that i got to share the goods ones with. thanks to some of the girls ive know practically my whole life who have gotten me through this year...

SHAINA MASON- GIRL I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME...SINCE WE WERE 3. I MEAN COME ON THATS SPECIAL KID. I THINK YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY PERSON IN THE WORLD AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU..EVEN THOUGH WE DO OCCASIONALLY GET IN LITTLE FIGHTS...IT HAPPENS. IM SO SAD THAT I DIDNT GET TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME AT HOMECOMING WITH YOU AS I SHOULD OF AND IM SORRY. I HOE WE HAVE ANOTHER YEAR FULL OF AMAZING INSIDERS...AND WILD NIGHTS.

BRITTANY LOEFFLER- DAMNN I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN LIKE 9 YEARS OR SOMETHING. IM SOO GLAD THAT WE ARE JUST ABOUT BESTIES AND I AM NOW SPENDING EVER WAKIN MINUTE OF MY LIFE WITH YOU. SURE YOU CAN BE ANNOYING WHILE PLAYING MARIO PARTY : ) BUT I STILL LOVE YOU. ANY FIGHT WE GET IN I KNOW WE'LL GET OVER. YOU MEAN SOO MUCH TO ME AND IM SOO GLAD WE'RE STAYING IN SCHOOL TOGETHER!!

And here's to the amazing friends that i have made this year at WLN....i love you guys, i really do. thanks for the pleasure of getting to know you this year!!

COLE, TOMMY, KELLY, TONI, JORDAN, LEAH, BRENNA, MELISSA, DANIELLE, KRISTEN (( i already kinda knew you)), MELANIE, RANDY, JAMES, MAX, BROOKE VANPOPPLE, MORGAN, JAIMEE, JENNIFER, LEENA, HAILIE, GINGER, ALYSSA, SAM, STACI, BO, AARON, MICHAEL, BLAKE, NOLAN...and many others. thanks guys. the beginning of this year has been a whole lot better meeting all of you!

soo here comes 06'. im soo pumped and im already making new years resolutions. hopefully spending it with one of the coolest people on earth BOOBFACE!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 16:17:45 GMT

review of the year 2005
~*January*~

1. Did you have a New Year's resolution this year?:
uhmm try to do better in school haha yeah right
2. Who kissed you at midnight?:
no one :(

3. Does it snow where you live?:
yupp...which is good some of the time

4. Do you like hot chocolate?:
warm chocolate..it cant be to hot...i have a weak tongue

5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?:
nopeee

~*February*~
i turned 14!!
1. Who was your Valentine in 2005?:
hah too many to count

2. What did your Valentine get you?:
uhmm valentine cards and candy

3. When you were little, did you buy Valentines for your whole class?:
yes sir...oh how i miss that

~*March*~

1. Are you Irish?:
naww

2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
who doesn't?

3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005?:
i dont remember

~*April*~

1. Do you like the rain?:
umm loveee

2. Did you play an April Fool's joke on anyone this year?:
damnn i forgot

3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter?:
uhmm not really...i got oodles of socks though :)

~*May*~

1. What's your favorite kind of flower?:
pink and white roses

3. Do you like the spring?:
of course

4. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers, what do May flowers bring?
hooray hollers...lol its rhymed. shutup

5. What would you think of as a spring color?:
yellow...lavendar and orange

~*June*~

1. What year did you graduate from school?:
uhmm middle school? this year

2. Did you go on any vacations last June?:
uhmm no actually...darn

~*July*~

1. What did you do on the 4th of July?
barbeque with the bestie and neighbors and fireworks on the lake

2. What about on July 12th?
is that a special date or something?

3. Do you go on any vacations during this month?:
naw

~*August*~

1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer?:
hung out with only the coolest friends anyone could ask for

2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05?:
vail with my bestie

3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer?:
everyday...i do live on a lake

4. Do you go to the beach a lot?:
if you count my beach

~*September*~

1. Did you attend school/college in '05?:
uhmm yeah walled lake northern baby

2. Who is/was your favorite teacher?:
probably mr. carlson? oh wait no mr. drais

3. Do you like fall better than summer?:
ooh jeezo no...but fall is pretty nifty

~*October*~

1. What was your favorite Halloween costume ever?:
my scooby doo costume...i aws that for like 3 years

2. What's your favorite candy?:
butterfingers and reeses

3. What did you dress up like this year?:
maternity clown...then biker chick

~*November*~

1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving?:
mine or just other family

2. Do you like stuffing?:
nopee

3. What are you thankful for?:
my family and friends

~*December*~

1. Do you celebrate Christmas?:
yuppers

2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?:
naw

3. What do you want this year for Christmas?:
clothes and such

4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas?:
ipod and karaoke machine

5. Do you like cold weather?:
oh course

6. How would you rate your '05?:
awesome. 8th grade was amazing but saying goodbye to everyone was hard. starting at WLN was fun and making new friends. homecoming was fun...could've been better but hey,...theres always next year. LOTTSSS of family problems butt my friends helped me deal. thankss

oh dearr

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 11:41:15 GMT

well life has been getting soo much better for me lately THANK GOD! girls are stilll eally pissing me off but ehh i try to ignore them...i mean the mean ones of course. Lately my time has been spent outta school with hubby, rittate, st mattts class...haha heck yes, kristen, and slo and melanie. god i dont no what i would do without those kids. yeahh so i def have to go get ready for school now soo comment.

P.S. LJ is dying....not cool

stupid girls

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 21:50:49 GMT

why do girls do this to each other?!

I can't figure out why girls have to be so meann to each other. rumors are getting sooo old and annoying im about at the edge right now. things were getting better and then you just hear about girls being this way again. you have no ideaaa how much i wanna go up to some of them and just say screw it why do i even put up with you?! p.s. to a certain one of you thanks for trying to make everything in my life not work out...i appreciate your efforts.

GROW UP. i really do wonder why people start shit like this...does it really make them feel better about themselves? i know some of you reading this really care about me and i thank you soo much...but i really dont wanna go into much detail about whats been happening to me lately...it just doesnt seem worth the effort anymore.

i just needed to get that outtt...

and in case you were wondering, you're like a sunset to me

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 23:20:49 GMT

well lately has still been blahh for me. it seems like everything has just been going down hill. i reallly can't stand all of the two faced bitches in our schoool...you don't even get it. yeahh but im really glad that i have those few best friends to get me through my day...much thanks to you all. well i'm sick as of yesterday andddd i need a haircutt. yeah so i have like 832974892374 pictures to post butt..my camera is being gay and not uploading onto the computer. so update with those soon

you're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
and you sweetly retire and the stars chase you away

ugh

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:42:18 GMT

hmm yeah so things arent good....at all

wow so could things be any worse right now? i think not

school is getting pretty hard to adapt to and i cant figure out where i belong

friends situation is not all that grand because i cant figure out who my true friends are

family situation isnt even worth telling about...thats how bad it is...

maybe i should rethink the whole staying in michigan thing...florida might be a good idea

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 04:24:16 GMT

Yup you guessed it i finally have homecoming pics up!! Please excuse my ugly face in some of them...but what can i say my friends are hottt!

Nick and I

ha eww

Jon, Nick, and me

awwie! karly, cot, hailz, jessi

^^ Quite possibly the cutest picture i've ever seen....Meghan and Lauren

ha ha ha take 1

ha ewwww take 2

hailey and nick

candid group shot

ha ha you lovee it

group closeup

ha wow

girlies ♥

notice how short i am compared to everyone...

boys ♥

look how cutee they are

black black black black WHITE black black black

i look soo stoned

rit and jon

leah.meghan.lauren.me.rit.

nick+tree= hottness

awww Lauren and Hailey

mah girls

whats leah doing?

Comment because it took me quite a while....♥

Hey give me space so i can breathe.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 23:35:58 GMT

hmm so today was ok...it was pojam day! weeee and i totally didnt match but it was cool. Yeah so after school i had practie...wow that was fun..not! i really hope that we somehow have the routine down by friday...because i honestly dont think that we will...oh well. So yeah tomorrow is def dress ur favorite decade and well im not participating because honestly this is my favorite decade. ha yeahh so tomorrow hopefully i get to hang out with nick...yay

♥Lauren

ugh...

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:14:01 GMT

so im sitting at home...seans sleeping...im not feeling good....and slo ditched me.

really wishing i could be at the central homecoming at the moment!